Its Time.........

Ok AP students its about time to take this freaking AP test. Am I prepared? Do I feel like I will pass? Hell no! But I am obviously still going to try. This annoying ass 3 hour test consists of I don't know how many multiple choice questions (to do in a hour) and 3 essays (to do in 2 hours). No offense Hege but I hate taking English class almost just as much as History (that's still top hated). Sometimes I feel as if there is no point of me taking it because I know I will fail but I think im mainly doing that so I don't have to take her final. This year is coming to an end and I have been so stressed out and emotionally drained. I hate all the timed writing we do in class and I haven't really been improving on it. The little mock test we took earlier in the week to me was a bit easier shockingly. I found the multiple choice texts to be interesting and only in that test I probably would have passed (I think it was just that one test). I truly do hope that on May 6th when I look at that test it will be easier and I will try to pass and I just hope I do.

Poem (its not all that just a quick something)

You may know her but you don’t know her story.

You see her as that typical smart girl

who is always laughing and enjoying life.

But once she leaves her friends there are times where she goes home

Crying herself to sleep,

Wishing she was dead,

And at times started to cut herself.

A smile on someones face isn't always real.

She goes home wishing she was better;

Having a better body,

Having better hair,

And just having a better life.

 “I just don’t know what to do anymore”

Everyday is a struggle for her to be happy.

But there can be those days where she wakes up happy.

Years and years go by

Still feeling alone and depressed.

Till one day

She woke up with confidence

She tries something new with her look

“it takes one step at a time but I can do it”

Now today

She is starting to accept herself for who she is

And is starting to love herself

And this moment was a beautiful moment

Because she learned to accept life

Just the way it is.

She learned that life isn't always easy,

But in order to keep moving forward

She needs that positive motivation

In herself.